The semester is coming to an end

the semester is almost over and it has taken its toll on me. MY anxiety has been really bad and i seem to be sick every other day. Now that it is coming to a close i am pretty excited. I will have my life back. I will be able to do whatever i want when i want. I did enjoy some of the semester but overall it was a lot of work that i wasn't prepared for. Hopefully i will do good in all of my classes. It weird though because the class that i thought was going to be my easy class (portrait drawing) ended up being my hardest and most stressful class. I did not enjoy it at all and that was the whole reason i took the class. to relax and not have to think too hard.

I hope this summer is really good because i need to refresh my mind before next semester.

Camino

When i first moved to Camino from the bay area i hated this place. It was in the boonies and there was nothing to do. walking places was hard because everything was spread out and there was nothing really to walk to. Since i hated this place so much i spent most of my time in sac with friends that i knew that lived there. I would talk so much shit on how this place was such a shitty town and that it was boring.

Now i am realizing this place is full of hidden gems and natural beauty. I have explored this town now and have found reservoirs lakes and other cool places. I have explored the abandon part of the mill finding cool places to take pictured and weird places just to mess around.

I have just come to realized that this places is nice and i can really call it home. Its funny that i only see this now when I am getting ready to leave. Camino has grown on me and now i know that i will miss it once i leave.

BRIANS HOME

So my friend brian left for the air force about a year ago and now he is home for a month. He just graduated school and is a weather guy i guess haha and shes stoked... But anyways, last time he came into town me and all of my friends turned into alcoholics and we all felt really sick after he finally left. This dude is a party monster.

After this he leave for Germany for 2 years so i guess that will give my liver a break.

I dont think i would ever going the military. actually i know i wouldn't. IT cool if other people want to but i really dont think i would last or even want anything to do with it.

but living in another country would be cool

Family events

Over the weekend i have decided that family events like birthdays and reunions are really awkward. Small talk and pretending to care what is going on in other peoples lives is aggravating and weird. There are always clicks of close parts of the family that st next to each other and ignore the people they do not know well. I do not like them at all but i do see reasons to have them. Keeping the family together can be fun and staying in touch with other parts of the family is a nice thing to do.

The whole time at the party me and my cousin just threw the football around and ate. We didn't really talk to anyone. I wish i would have gotten to know people. Its good to know a lot of people for selfish reasons. like if they live in a cool play i could ask to stay for a night or if they are a mechanic they could fix my car for cheap. But i guess that is kinda using them.

goobers

Most of my friends goobers. I have a band and my little friend Cam is a huge goober. He took one of our bands stencils and made a shirt and tried selling them. We haven't been to the studio yet so we have no music and we are not playing any shows till the summer. It is cool that he likes us a lot and stuff but its getting really ridiculous.

My friend Dan is another goober. He wheres huge shoes. He gets drunk an turns into a dinosaur and decides to hit everyone. He gets sweaty and touches us... haha its weird. He passes out and wakes up with anything you can think of being done to him like getting cheezebutted.


Even though all of my friends are goobers i think that is why i love them

What are you talking about Willis?

The sears tower was the tallest building on earth for twenty six years. It is an icon for Chicago and the united states the birth place of the modern skyscraper. Now they are change the name of it to the Willis tower.The reason it is being renamed is for the new tenant that is an insurance broker based in London (yes, one of the great American icons will be named after a foreign company...lovely)They will be occupy most of the building and will have rights to the observation deck.

To me this is really lame. I do not think that the name should be changed and i do not think it can be changed now...well changed but not changed to people. When people think of the sears tower they get the image of the gigantic one hundred and ten story black steel building. It is engraved in my head the beauty and bruteness of the building. I feel that nobody will call it the Willis building yes they can change the name on it but they cannot change how people talk. It is our country tallest building and changing it's name is disrespectful.


But, their is no stopping it now :(

the Willis tower is the name


full story
http://www.chicagobusiness.com/cgi-bin/news.pl?id=33292

hopefully a good weekend

This weekend im heading to the bay to hang out with some friends. I work until one on saturday then im heading down. My first stop is i am picking up my best friend since second grade nick. He lives out in sac so hes on the way.

Next we are heading out to berkley to see a show at gilman hang out with all of my friends there. The show is going to ceremony, cruel hand, skin like iron, and a couple others. Its going to pretty fun because all my bay friends and sac friends all get together and hang out.

After the show nick and I heading across the bridge into sf to stay with my friend kayla in her doorm and hang out. The next morning were probaly just going to head over to the mission distric and hang out until the next show starts.

The show on sunday starts at one pm and is a part of the noise pop fest. The noise pop fest is a mix of noise pop music (and shows), Indie movies, small lable clothing companies and art. Its about a week and a half long with events each night. Its going to be rad.

Then either sunday night or monday morning i am going to head home and go to school. So on monday when i come to class i am going to be pretty gnar so hopefully i recover by the time english starts :D