The class is over

The class in now on its finals days and to be honest i actually ended up liking the class. At first i thought all of the work seemed like to much and i didn't want to do it. The blogs got easier to do and the journals really weren't all that bad. All of the essays were just open enough so that we could write about something we cared about but structured enough so we knew what to do. I liked most of the class activity even though i remained silent through most.

I really learned a lot from the class and i have felt like i have matured in my writing. I don't think it was strictly the essays that made me a better writer i think it was the blogs and the journals. The journals really made me think and was hard at first to make my ideas come out on paper.

I was reading my journal to add some length to some and what i realized was i had some pretty terrible responses. I made weak arguments and it seemed to come from laziness.

vacation

This year i am not sure where the family and i are going for vacation. Talks of europe, east coast, mexico and new Zealand has came up. Im down for any but i think i would prefer to go to new Zealand. When my dad was twenty he randomly moved there and started working illegally. He still has friends there and knows Auckland well. I think it would be the best place to go for natural beauty and city.

Europe would also be cool because we would do more than one country. We might go to uk, france and germany. Another thing that would be cool is i would be able to visit my friend brian while he is stationed in Germany. I can stay with him for ten dollars a night so that would be pretty cheap.

im down to go anywhere i just like to go new places

The semester is coming to an end

the semester is almost over and it has taken its toll on me. MY anxiety has been really bad and i seem to be sick every other day. Now that it is coming to a close i am pretty excited. I will have my life back. I will be able to do whatever i want when i want. I did enjoy some of the semester but overall it was a lot of work that i wasn't prepared for. Hopefully i will do good in all of my classes. It weird though because the class that i thought was going to be my easy class (portrait drawing) ended up being my hardest and most stressful class. I did not enjoy it at all and that was the whole reason i took the class. to relax and not have to think too hard.

I hope this summer is really good because i need to refresh my mind before next semester.

Camino

When i first moved to Camino from the bay area i hated this place. It was in the boonies and there was nothing to do. walking places was hard because everything was spread out and there was nothing really to walk to. Since i hated this place so much i spent most of my time in sac with friends that i knew that lived there. I would talk so much shit on how this place was such a shitty town and that it was boring.

Now i am realizing this place is full of hidden gems and natural beauty. I have explored this town now and have found reservoirs lakes and other cool places. I have explored the abandon part of the mill finding cool places to take pictured and weird places just to mess around.

I have just come to realized that this places is nice and i can really call it home. Its funny that i only see this now when I am getting ready to leave. Camino has grown on me and now i know that i will miss it once i leave.

BRIANS HOME

So my friend brian left for the air force about a year ago and now he is home for a month. He just graduated school and is a weather guy i guess haha and shes stoked... But anyways, last time he came into town me and all of my friends turned into alcoholics and we all felt really sick after he finally left. This dude is a party monster.

After this he leave for Germany for 2 years so i guess that will give my liver a break.

I dont think i would ever going the military. actually i know i wouldn't. IT cool if other people want to but i really dont think i would last or even want anything to do with it.

but living in another country would be cool

Family events

Over the weekend i have decided that family events like birthdays and reunions are really awkward. Small talk and pretending to care what is going on in other peoples lives is aggravating and weird. There are always clicks of close parts of the family that st next to each other and ignore the people they do not know well. I do not like them at all but i do see reasons to have them. Keeping the family together can be fun and staying in touch with other parts of the family is a nice thing to do.

The whole time at the party me and my cousin just threw the football around and ate. We didn't really talk to anyone. I wish i would have gotten to know people. Its good to know a lot of people for selfish reasons. like if they live in a cool play i could ask to stay for a night or if they are a mechanic they could fix my car for cheap. But i guess that is kinda using them.

goobers

Most of my friends goobers. I have a band and my little friend Cam is a huge goober. He took one of our bands stencils and made a shirt and tried selling them. We haven't been to the studio yet so we have no music and we are not playing any shows till the summer. It is cool that he likes us a lot and stuff but its getting really ridiculous.

My friend Dan is another goober. He wheres huge shoes. He gets drunk an turns into a dinosaur and decides to hit everyone. He gets sweaty and touches us... haha its weird. He passes out and wakes up with anything you can think of being done to him like getting cheezebutted.


Even though all of my friends are goobers i think that is why i love them